'Wish I could turn back time'

The title says it all...gloomy times don't last forever...

'Wish I could turn back time'

I wish she could lend her precious time,
For there still are many-a-words unsaid.
I wish she could lend her caring heart,
For there are still many-a-feelings unshared.
I wish she could feel the same way I feel,
For only then will the inner silence be heard.

I wish I could turn back time.

I wish she could listen to my heart's cries,
For losing her, it blames its own vice.
I wish she could see the way it bleeds,
When it steps on its own shattered bits.
I wish she could just hug me once more,
For this soul is as lonely as ever before.

I wish I could turn back time.

I wish she could trust me again,
'Cause I've often been a reason for her pain.
I wish she could see when she closes her eyes,
How often I bleed the tears of guilt.
I wish she could feel the turbulence in my mind,
When I struggle to hide from its wrath & strife.

I wish I could turn back time.

I wish, with her, I could relive those moments,
Reminiscent, tears always stream down my face.
I hope I still exist for her,
'Cause despite the pain, I an still her biggest well-wisher.
Now all that remains are memories downhearted,
'Cause I've lost something that can't ever be replaced.

I wish someone would invent a fucking time-machine so that I could turn back the damn time!
Sigh!!!

-ashay(19th may,2k11,2305 hours)

'You didn't fail'

'You didn't fail'

You have an untapped power within yourself,
You have the midas touch in your words,
You have the patience to be calm at times,
That'd shatter even the mightiest of hearts!

You have the courage to face this world alone,
But that's just a deceiver 'cause you can never be alone,
For the whole world might deceive you and leave you,
But you'd never leave the whole world on its own.

For such a Grande heart you have,
That could engulf all the pain in the world,
Yet a smile would shine on your pretty face,
A mark of a true spirit of human race.

Those lonesome yet happy few spirits,
That've been sheltered under your heart's shade,
Those lucky few, to have received love from you,
Would forever be indebted to you even beyond their death-bed!

A wistful thinker would conquer himself,
Would surmount all of his worst fears,
His nightmares would turn into damsels,
Just let your goodwill be with him forever.

For when you try to help someone,
Failure but never can triumph past through you,
For being attached to you even by the flimsiest relationship,
Is a greater hope for him than any worldly virtue.

-ashay(9th march,2k11,1311 hours)

'I miss her'

'I miss her'

Darn!!
I miss her,
I miss her like hell.

I miss her,
As much sorely as a mother misses her dead child...

As much immensely as a broken hearted frustrated one sided lover's plight...

As much unwittingly as a confined bird misses soaring the horizons...

As much helplessly as an insomniac misses his naps...

As much truthfully as every mortal who misses its juvenescence...

As much woefully as a loner misses friendship...

As much deeply as an orphan misses its parents...

As much mournfully as a country laments for its martyrs...

As much eminently as the eminence of eminem....

As much wholeheartedly as every soul who misses its school life...

As much painfully as my heart misses her heartbeats... 

'Quiet'

This one was inspired by Ella wheeler wilcox

'Quiet'

When emotions fall short of words
And quietus takes its prey;
When blues descend, no words can mend
the worlds lost in dismay.

When life falls short of spark
And all desires rot away;
When the skeletons rattle in lost battle,
Quiet is the only getaway.

-ashay(14th oct, 2k12, 2342 hours)

'Saala anpad gawar jhahil...'

'Saala anpad gawar jhahil...'

Dil kare kuch aur, dimag samjhe kuch aur,
Jhooth bolna toh koi is dil se sikhe.

Pyar sambhalta nahi, phir bhi pyar chahiye,
Udhar maangna toh koi is dil se sikhe.

Gussa aata nahi, phir bhi taav dikhaye,
Dhamki dena toh koi is dil se sikhe.

Muuh fulaye baithe, phir bhi kuch na bole,
Rooth jana toh koi is dil se sikhe.

Dimag k saath hai chattis ka aakda, phir bhi
Dimag ko manana koi is dil se sikhe.

Chaar panktiyon k liye raat ki neend kharab karwaye,
Kavi ki khastaa haalat is naadan ko kaun samjhaye,
Dimaag ko sheh aur maat kar de apne andaaz se kyonki
Shabdon ko tarashna toh koi is dil se sikhe.

-ashay(7th oct, 2k12, 0112 hours)