'Wish I could turn back time'

The title says it all...gloomy times don't last forever...

'Wish I could turn back time'

I wish she could lend her precious time,
For there still are many-a-words unsaid.
I wish she could lend her caring heart,
For there are still many-a-feelings unshared.
I wish she could feel the same way I feel,
For only then will the inner silence be heard.

I wish I could turn back time.

I wish she could listen to my heart's cries,
For losing her, it blames its own vice.
I wish she could see the way it bleeds,
When it steps on its own shattered bits.
I wish she could just hug me once more,
For this soul is as lonely as ever before.

I wish I could turn back time.

I wish she could trust me again,
'Cause I've often been a reason for her pain.
I wish she could see when she closes her eyes,
How often I bleed the tears of guilt.
I wish she could feel the turbulence in my mind,
When I struggle to hide from its wrath & strife.

I wish I could turn back time.

I wish, with her, I could relive those moments,
Reminiscent, tears always stream down my face.
I hope I still exist for her,
'Cause despite the pain, I an still her biggest well-wisher.
Now all that remains are memories downhearted,
'Cause I've lost something that can't ever be replaced.

I wish someone would invent a fucking time-machine so that I could turn back the damn time!
Sigh!!!

-ashay(19th may,2k11,2305 hours)